Inspired by Lee Edelman’s “No Future: Queer Theory and the Death Drive” and Feminist, Queer, Crip author, Alison Kafer’s rebuttal of Edelman’s “F*ck The Future” – this hybrid speculative fiction and personal film nonlinearly moves across past, present, and future timelines. Refusing to erase the disabled body in either timeline, the film instead insists upon making illness visible and posing questions regarding grief, loss, and Queer/Crip time.