In this deeply moving documentary, we follow artist Helene Bøksle and her harrowing experience after the terrorist attack on July 22. When it became known that the mass murderer had used her powerful vocals from the game Age of Conan in his propaganda videos and manifesto, she experienced that her voice was stolen and abused by dark forces. The shock led her to withdraw from the powerful expression for 15 years and instead sought refuge in more peaceful Christmas carols. Now, over a decade later, she is courageously confronting the past to reclaim her artistic identity.